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Guess what? I'm pregnant. You were one of the first people I told last time and I wanted it to be the same this time. I really miss you. If it's a girl I really want to name her Scarlett Kathleen. Spencer doesn't really like Scarlett but no matter what if it's a girl I want her middle name to be Kathleen. I think Scarlett fits pretty well; i think they sound good together and because Scarlett Johnason played black widow  in a super hero movie and I really miss having you here to talk about Super hero stuff and everything. Kathleen, you were my very best friend. Meaning you were my best best friend. I'll never tell Melissa that but it's true. I love you -Melia